yeah!!
now can slack abit liao..
tmr left bio paper den will haf break till 11th nov den chem/bio mcq..
den finish liao!! ^.^
actuali can pass anot i reali donno lo..
i tink can pass den good lo..
but if cant pass rite,i either donwan study liao or retake private Os..
but i oso not sure leh..
don feel lyk studyin liao..
but kanna scoldin frm frend when i said i don wan continue poly..
hahaha~~ XP

thankz to those hu wish me good luck and all e encouragement!!

thankz lotz!! XD

and karliang..
thankz lotz ar! XP
noe mafan u alotz..
haha~~
i owe u 1 favour lo k..
but u oso cant blame me ar..
is they nv return moi ting den i nid..
so oni can gt frm u..
hahaha~~ XP

veri excited..
somehw gt plan after Os liao..
hahaha~~ XD

lucky recently nth happen again..
cuz i reali veri tired le..
i nearly wanna _____ lo..
if moi life alwayz continue lyk tat..
tink reali will happen lo..

hmmm..
veri tired nw..juz finish POA paper..
i goin tak a nap 1st..
cya all!
continue to JIAYOU ba!!

I WANNA FIND JOB!!
if gt ani jobs,inform me leh..
kk..cya!! ^.^

im seriously had enough of all these le..
im reali veri tired and stress le..
i haf been losin my slp for lyk freakin donno hw mani dayz le..
no matter wad i decide to do,none of my family stand by me..
i juz wanna try and gain experience tat all..
ther is no harm,no hurt,why worry and object so much..
and why push everyting to yuanyi!!
she did NOTHING,instead she stand by me..
tis is wad i wan nw..
i noe u all care for me,but why not juz let me try tis once.....
is not i totally not concern for my O lvl but is oso u all leep pestering me on tis when i alrdy said after O lvl den settle..
i nw can sure one ting,if i didnt score well for my O,
u all sure wil push e blame onto tis matter de..
suan le..i give up..i speechless le..wadever u all say......


family got problem,so does friendship...
nw i realise sth..
old frendz can nv compare wif new frendz...
once u gt new frendz,u will 4gt abt me tis old frend..
i noe u gt new patch of frendz,but do u noe tat i tis old frendz is still exist or alrdy dead..
i realise tat ther is 2 pillar tat i alwayz rely on is nt stable at all..
it might fall anitime..
as wad yuanyi had said,ther is no good foundation tat why it wil fall..
mayb these 2 frendz tink tat tis friendship is not tat important,
so no foundation den no lo,let it fall anitime..
if tat is seriously wad u tink,
i rather u r alwayz not ther for me..
you said no matter wad,wil listen and stand by me..
u even show care and concern for me(sometime oni)but u mia most of e time..

by saying is seriously NOTHING but to show wad u had said!!

action mean more than words!!

i donno hw much longer i can rely on these 2 pillar..
i reali hope to alway believe and rely on these 2 pillar but im alwayz getting upset and disappointed by them..
i seriously hope u can think through wad i had said..

how much you treasure your frendz??

tis ans is reali within yourself and how u treat ur frendz..(not sometime but alwayz!)

i noe u haf ur own problem but oso rmb tat there is frendz ther for u,

is whether u wan2 open ur eyes and look clearly anot!!

i am one of e example le..

i had alwayz been ther for u no matter wad..BUT u noe ma,u care ma??

tat is e ans....

today til here is enough le..

im seriously tired le..

take care everone!!

JIAYOU FOR THE COMING O!!

cya..

yaya..
noe i veri long nv update le..
was kinda busy..
even gt free time,wil use to rest instead of bloggin..
so ya..

recently alotz of ting happen as well..
donwanna explain too much since ting haf alredy settle..
im oso glad tat ting r settle..
though tis is settle,another not settle and oso nt easy to settle..
it does not happen to me but some1 hu is close to me..

but i wanna u to noe..
no matter is tis ting settle or not..
don gt too upset..
don 4gt u still gt me!!and ur other good frendz!!ok!!
mus alwayz rmb wad we said on e phone..k..
take veri good care!!
love you lotz gal!!

was kinda stress and tired nw..
hope tat O lvl will finish soon ba..
aniway N lvl finish liao and some of them complain bored..-_-

aniway other ting next time den say le..
im seriously tired of veryting le..
somemore i noe sth more disappointing to me..
but i cant say aniting nw..
wad i can say is tat its up to u to tink..

take care every1!!
disappointment and sadness...

finali today finish lesson early..
can rest le..
den at nite mtg my cousin for a chat.. ^.^

nw nth to do so juz blog..
stress sia recently..
its lyk less den 1mth den O lvl start liao..
wad will i gt??haiz..

ytd children day..
some1 wan2 mak me paiseh..
but u oso cant do aniting..
hahaha~~
wad can u do??!!hahaha~~
too bad.. XP

hmmm..
not bad leh..
u still noe tat my previous post is saying u ar..
ook..ya,its u..
but how come u will come ask me..?
izzt bcuz i mention tat even if u noe,u oso will treat it as u donno..?
haiz..aniting..
i juz donwan u to hide aniting from me no matter wad izzt..
bcuz we had made e promise liao..
i nv break it,den i oso donwan u to break it!!ok??

making me worry is e only ting u can do ma??
u say u donwan2 c me emo..
u wan2 c my smile..
but u r making me worry and upset..
cant u juz heed my advice tis time!!

tat all for today le..
hey frendz taking N lvl!!
monday will start le..
JIAYOU JIAYOU!! ^.^
do ur veri best and pass it!!
all the best!! XD

wad is happiness??

wad is sadness??

which is e 1 tat i experience e most?-sadness...

wad i do,wad i say..nth seem to be right..

i reali veri veri disappointed wif u..
times and times again..
u may or may not noe tat im sayin u..
but wadever..
if u noe,den good for u..
if donno den sua lo..
i tink u will noe but act donno..
tat wad u alwayz do..rite!!
wad we promise each other is not to keep ani secret from each other..
but u did not keep ur promise..
u do or say tings but nv tel me..
but didnt expect tat i will noe rite..
aniting lo..
i reali tot tat tis promise is for real but i tink tat i tink too much lo..
i reali tel u everyting n nv keep from u..
but wad abt u!!
u nv do so!!
u alwayz break e promise tat u made to me!!
why!!i reali don understand stil gt wad u can keep from me!!
if u reali noe tat im sayin u but treat it as u donno,
i reali speechless and i reali find it pointless le..
i donwan2 b so mean to say all tis..
but i reali donwan2 keep tis to myself...sorry.....
i wanna trust u again!!can i.....
i nw chose to trust u and believe u again!!
hope u don break it again.. ^.^

today had graduation ceremony..
so yalo..
ok la..
thankz lotz for e card,flower and muffin from
-ms melissa quan
-ms shirley goh
-ms loretta lee
-ms karen chin
-ms law
den after e ceremony,
karliang,yongming,daniel,mingxing,yuanyi and me went 18chef to eat..
so..yalo..tat all le..

tat all for today le..
cya all!!
hope all of u enjoyed today!

i reali hope to stop all e sadness in me..

but how..i donnno....at a lost end......

i reali donwan u to break ur promise to me animore!!

and tis is not oni for u..

but everyone..

nobody wan wad ppl promise them but break it in e end..

if is you,you oso wil hate tat de......

take care....

trust is e most important!!^.^

sianz..
nth much to do so post lo..
ytd had poa paper..
paper2 still ok..
den donno why during paper1,i felt damn giddy..
and i actuali felt e whole hall moving..OMG!
tink bcuz e nite b4 i slp at 3am plus ba..hahaha~~
den today gt bio paper den i realise wad i studied ytd did not reali come out.. -_-
i damn sianz lo..
den after papers go find my 2 nephews.. ^.^
den ltr goin home to slp den at nite stil gt tuition.....

why i slp at 3plus buz was on e phone..
was tokin abt sth..
i noe not juz u disappointed but me n another person oso..
but wad can we do..
ther's nth..
u said oso no use so i tink is no point de..
____ don come and cry when it happen oni lo..
it wil b too late..
i reali veri pity ______..
but ther nth we can do..
haiz..
seriously i don tink __ deserve tis la!!

den e day b4 ytd went 18chef to eat..
is lyk finali lo..-_-
cuz wanna go ther eat veri long ago liao..
but no chance..-_-
den e day b4 went wif chengyee..
den saw alotz ppl ther and oso joie..
sth weird happen lo..
so ya..
until nw i oso donno wad izzt abt..
sooo ya,heck liao lo..hahaha~~
den ytd went wif kim laogong,bel,fiona,agnes and jas jie..
and i felt weird..erm so yalo..
donno wad izzt reali abt lo..
so heck....lol..

tat all for today le ba..
cya all..
take good care ba!!

why must i always wear different masks wherever i go?

who can help me tear away these masks of mine lingering in my heart?

why must i play a role of a strong girl infront of everyone?

why must i act as if im contented with my life in front of everyone?

why are we alway trying to post for the best posture for the camera,

when we know we cant change reality....

im so sick and tired of my life..

Ch3rRy:jie!!i miss you lotz too!!how haf u been le?
Emo AnGel:thankz!!u oso jiayou in wadever ting u do..smile!! ^.^

sianz..
reali veri bored..
today had math paper2..
e oni word i can said is die..
i nv tak math paper 1 liao den paper 2 sure die..
so overall..SHIT!!

after paper yuanyi nuer came moi hse to do some1 present which owe quite long le.. XP
haha~~
and finali ITS DONE!!!
will give e some1 SOON!!
hahaha~~ XP
will name out e some1 when present is given.. ^.^

tat all le..
cya..

life is juz full of sadness,stress n tears...

other den these,nth i can say le..

if u ask me wad abt happiness..

i will say it oni tak 10% of it......